THIS WILL BE MY YEAR.

yes. and yes.
listing.

The Dream

Bliss.
Nothing wrong, nothing harmful.
There was something there. in the look you gave me.
It made me realize something. I'm going for it.
Thanks.

Not Giving Up

But even when you know you've done the right thing, it doesn't ever seem to be as fulfilling, or gratifying or even, to put it blatantly, as good as you thought it would.
And then you feel let down.
And why shouldn't you give up? It is easier.
You already feel like you have.

Maybe I gave up a long time ago.
And just didn't realize it.

You make me smile

But I'm almost too scared to talk to you.
I can only blame myself for being timid.