List

In no particular order

1. reading
2. cleaning out my closet
3. online shopping
4. trying to be like swiss-miss
5. being on the internet
6. this
7. buying a jounral to write lists in
8. talking to someone about the tickets
9. watching youtube
10. watching vimeo
11. keep reading

Tired

I'm tired of this.
I want summer.
Fuck snow and work.

sunset prairies.

For some reason every time I imagine you, it's sunset.

Maybe that's when you're most beautiful, or maybe I'm missing something.
The way your flowers are gently pushed aside by the winds.
or the way the earth is so... so warm.
your arms seem to just welcome someone in, hugging them, making them smile.
or maybe it's the way you aren't what I expect at all.

instead of the beautiful sunset-you I think of, you're this barren, deserted, boring place.
just a place.
a piece of land that doesn't think, or breathe, or do a thing. you're useless here.

but maybe I haven't seen the true side of you yet.